Read it, and forget it. Whatever.

So many things to learn, so little time to have. ......erm, okay, maybe i was just wasting my precious time by doing nothing. That's how plan goes. We planned, we abandoned. Reality is the reality you have to face anyway. But whatever, who cares?

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Studying exam is a misery. I have been suffering by studying exam all the time. I know why I always failed my exam, not literally failed, but not as good as i expected, and every time i try my best to memorize it, the harder i try, the less thing i can remember. Yes, i'm suffering now, i'm studying my exam, and writing my blog at the same time. What a good student huh?!

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But, you know what, as i said, you probably can get A in every subjects, no matter that is theory or design subject, but it doesn't mean that you are a good designer too. No offence, but this is one of the reality too. You can get good result because you done all your best to impress the lecturer or teacher, and you did as good as lecturer expected, but you'll never know, all the stuff you did is all in the box, being a designer, you should have your own way to create something really unique and unexpectable. But to someone, that's unacceptable.

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You can say that i'm finding excuses to escape from studying, whatever. What i said is what i said. I don't even care your opinion, you can be a fucking examination machine, i don't care, that's your life, but you'll never be a successful person in designing. Just saying.

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Yeah, maybe i'm just jealous.

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By the way, what is my attitude problem? What does that supposed to mean? I never showed my attitude since i had graduated from my high school. For me, attitude problem is kinda serious problem, and i've been labeled 'attitude student' all the time? What the fuck are you thinking? You know what, forget it, cause you will never understand me anyway, and i don't expect you to.

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The scar will heal, as time goes by.